Saturday, March 17, 2007
The Present........ again
Just in case somebody is actually reading this I hope you not to bored. Times like today I wonder if I should bother with all this. The old site died a slow death for much the same reason. Am tired today, think I will go vegitate in front of the tv. Cya later
And a big hello to August, and for the first time in years I have actually been sick. Not depressed or with a migraine but sick. Flu sick. I have for the first time realized how sickening it is. I do not recall being sick before, I know I have been but that was as a child. I've had the odd sniffle but nothing like this. I have been of work for a week and a half now, and I don't like it. I extend my sympathy to those that are sick regularly. {August 17 '99}
The Universal Golden Rule: A common law through many philosophies, perhaps indicating a common root for them all.
Brahmanism
This is the sum of duty: do naught unto others which would cause you pain if done to you.
Mahabhartata
Buddhism
Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful.
Udana-Varga
Christianity
There fore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you,
do ye even so to them: for this is the of the prophets.
Matthew
Confusianism
Surely it is the maxim of loving-kindness: Do not unto others that you
would not have them do unto you.
Analects
Islam
No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother
that which he desires for himself.
Sunnah
Judaism
What is hateful to you, do not to your fellowmen.
That is the entire Law; All the rest is commentary.
Talmud Shabbat
Taoism
Regard your neighbor's gains as your own gains and your neighbor's
loss as your own loss.
T'ai Shang Kan Ying P'ien
Zoroastrianism
That nature alone is good which refrains from doing unto another
whatsoever is not good for itself.
Dadistan-i-dinik
Any energy you send out will come back threefold.
The Law of Three
And I do believe what you wish for others does find its way back to you. {August 19, '99}
Brahmanism
This is the sum of duty: do naught unto others which would cause you pain if done to you.
Mahabhartata
Buddhism
Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful.
Udana-Varga
Christianity
There fore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you,
do ye even so to them: for this is the of the prophets.
Matthew
Confusianism
Surely it is the maxim of loving-kindness: Do not unto others that you
would not have them do unto you.
Analects
Islam
No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother
that which he desires for himself.
Sunnah
Judaism
What is hateful to you, do not to your fellowmen.
That is the entire Law; All the rest is commentary.
Talmud Shabbat
Taoism
Regard your neighbor's gains as your own gains and your neighbor's
loss as your own loss.
T'ai Shang Kan Ying P'ien
Zoroastrianism
That nature alone is good which refrains from doing unto another
whatsoever is not good for itself.
Dadistan-i-dinik
Any energy you send out will come back threefold.
The Law of Three
July 99
And the new financial year starts, hope you all have your tax returns organized. Mine is done, all I have to do is send it in. Aren't we a mercenary lot though, we should be letting the poor government have our money without asking for any back. God knows they need all they can get, not that we do of course, not with the politicians taking care of us the way they do. Ha bloody ha!!
God, Religion, Afterlife..... I have been getting a few strange ideas lately. As I have said I like the idea of reincarnation but I think I am beginning to believe it. I remember many years ago watching tv, I was meant to be at school. There was a show on ABC tv, an educational show on music. They were showing instruments dating back many centuries, and played music from that time. It could have been early baroque, the sort of thing I would imagine would have been played in the village green, flutes, pipes and drums. I felt that I remembered this music , not that I had just heard it before but had been personally involved in it. It was a very strange feeling. I feel that if reincarnation is true I had, at one time, been there listening or even playing. Weird huh!
Religion I personally have no time for. It can play no part in my life, I would feel no better being a part of what I consider to be little more than a sham. I can't help but think that we would have been better of without religion or at least a far more enlightened version. Man has been held back from what he could have been. (by the way, all references to man, mankind or he are meant to be nongeneric and could be equally applied to womenkind, women or she.) Looking back though history you can see wars fought in the name of God, torture, murder and mass destruction, much instigated by popes and priests. Things we now take for granted once held to be heretical, the earth was never the center of the universe much less insignificant Man.
And my belief in God?? I am an agnostic, whether God exist or not is something I don't think we will ever know. Besides God is a question of faith and wouldn't proof of God be in itself a contradiction? And if He doesn't exist how do you prove that? I mean how do you prove something doesn't exist if it doesn't exist? Either way I feel that if God does exist then it will be in a way completely different than what is now believed. I don't think that we have been made in his image (assuming that He does exist), and that it is a very egocentric idea. We have made Him in our image, merely to bolster our own insecurities. I would see Him as being a far more basic creature, far more tune with nature, perhaps being a fundamental part of nature itself. Or perhaps God is just a creature that has evolved far longer than we have. Think of how far we have come in the past few millennia, now think of a race that has millions of years of civilized development. How far could they have gone?? Could they have evolved into a race of being so far in advance of ours that they would be godlike, or maybe a gestalt of a billion individual personalities combining in a form of scope and power beyond our understanding. It's not such a strange idea. We are not that far done our own evolutionary path that we can say what is and what isn't. I don't think that we have truly reached any real form of civilization yet. At the moment we can dimly see what can be and are blindly reaching out for that vision, but we have a long way to go. We have learnt to crawl and have taken a few tentative steps but have yet to wipe the evolutionary slime from behind our ears. {July 17, '99}
Wat back in June 99
Thursday the 10th of June. Yes, time really is flying. You may be interested to know that I have been to the bank to see if I can have a home loan. Indeed I can! All I need is a $10,000 deposit. So time to tighten the old belt and save. Should have by the end of the year, which is something to look forward to. To counter balance that I may be out of a job next year. Telstra looks to be pushing almost everything to private contractors. I have heard repeatedly from all sorts of people that they don't want that to happen, just as they don't want government department sold off. It has been proven not to work overseas time and time again. It seems the government want to prove that it doesn't work here either.
I am not a political sort of person, I don't like any of them to be honest. I a bit of an anarchist, in a perfect world people would know what has to done and it would be done. But then I suspect in a perfect world people would not exist in the first place. I read recently that humanity is a rogue species. I think that could well be true. We are the only creature on earth that would improve the place by its absence. {June 10 '99}
Well, it's been a seems to have been a long time since I have been here. I have managed to keep on an even keel, more or less. I have been visiting Chat City quite a lot lately, talking mainly privately to one particular couple in Brisbane, hi Sis and Tom. I had heard how people can make good friends though chat rooms and now I have proved it. Perhaps the fact that you don't actually meet people takes the stress away, enabling you to relax more and be yourself. I think it is safe to assume that meeting people face to face sets up automatic preconceived ideas, even if you are not aware of it.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Interlude
Fast-forward............... March 2007........ bored yet?? Too bad, you're stuck with me for while. Bit of an update though. I now own my home (well, me and the bank do), and have a steady job. I work maintenance at a retirement home. Good job too. 250 residents and 14 acres. Me, my boss and the caretaker cover the whole place........ gets busy at times. Takes about an hour to get to work but I would rather drive a long way to a place I enjoy working at then live next door to a place I hate. The work varies from changing light bulbs (a lot) to unblocking toilets to shifting furniture and just about anything else cranky old people want done (and that's just the carers}.
The Merry, Merry Month of May
Here I am in May and I didn't even know it. I seem to be on auto-pilot at the moment, the year is going past at quite a rate. Before I know it the year will be over, I can't say I'm sorry though. {May 03 '99}
I don't seem to be adding much to these pages lately. Just can't seem to get motivated, nothing to say, or rather not being able to say it. I seem to be a bit brain dead. Only a matter of time before the rest catches up. {May 19 '99}
Boy I've been tired lately, sometimes I feel I may have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Though it might help if I stop talking myself into it. I have been looking back over the past couple of months and I think I could be a bit of a whinger. I can see many far worse of than I could ever be. But then if I can't whinge here where can I? It is my site after all! {May 21 '99}
Welcome to April, my birthday month
Starting this month on a fairly even keel, a good start bodes well. This month I will start looking for a place of my own, well, renting anyway. [Apr 02 '99}
Well, I am half way through the month and don't have much to say, which is a good sign really. Not having much to say means things must be going pretty well. I haven't looked for a place of my own yet but I might see if I can get enough of a loan to buy a house. I won't be able to get much but at least it will be mine to do what I want to. [Apr 16 '99]
It doesn't look like I'm keeping up with my therapy very well. I should be adding to this more often, but then if I don't feel I need to then why bother (another cop out if ever I heard one!!). In truth I have been a bit up and down lately. I am going through a changes, decisions are being made. I am going to go for loan to buy a house, which is a big thing to do. I just hope I can get enough to be able to afford a decent house, although I won't knock anything back. [Apr 18 '99]
My birthday today, (all gifts gratefully recieved). I feel no older, and no wiser. [Apr 29 '99]
8yrs ago
I've thought of a way to help me explain how I feel, by song. No I'm not going to start singing. Sometimes a you'll hear a song that seems very relevant to how you feel, for me one such song is Van Morrison's Dweller on the Threshold. Van Morrison writes a lot of very good music, a lot thought provoking as well as just wonderful music. I'm dating these comments so you can see me as my thoughts develop. I'm not sure where I'm going with all this but hopefully looking back may shed light on my thought processes. {16 Feb. '99}
When does a person become an adult? Is it when they reach a certain age, 18 or 21, the age they can vote? When they've first had sex, when they've got a job? When? I think it's when they have truly found out who they are, and I think it takes a lot longer than most would think. We spend most of our lives playing games of one sort or another. We are our own Holy Grail. Not an original thought, but one that is very true. {18 Feb. '99}
Hi, back again. I was going to add something here but went to make a cup of coffee first and forgot what it was, shit I hate that! {25 Feb. '99}
O.K. People of the Net, tell me, I have told you what I am but have I told you who I am? I think not, Big Scary Thing that. Maybe one day, maybe not. Maybe you can see between the creases, huh? {5 Mar. '99}
How I'm feeling tonight (and I quote Jethro Tull)
Yar, I'm not happy at all. I think I am slipping into a bit of a depression. No, I Know I am getting depressed again. Sunday (7 mar) I was real agitated, shit-livered, could no do anything for long. And now, two days later I'm breaking down every so often. I'm trying to see if I can switch my thinking off when it starts. I figure if I can stop thinking I'll have it easier getting though this pass, but it's uphill. When something goes wrong when your like this it really goes wrong. My cassette player in the truck broke. Now I haven't hit or thrown anything in a fair while, but today, well anyway couldn't fix it at all. Then I had to go to my sister's place, one of my nieces turn 16 today and I feeling as I was I wasn't going to go, when I get depressed I seem to get paranoid as well (you really don't want to know me now huh!), and I get to think bad about everybody, family included. Well I went anyway and glad I did I guess. She's a very pretty girl, lovely natured too. All the kids were there, I haven't seen them in more than a month or so. So I ended up feeling a bit better, but still very much outside it all, sometimes more like a fly on the wall. One good thing though, later when I got home I fixed the cassette player, least ways now I can listen to what I want to hear not what the radio dishes out. Whoa, I feel better for getting that out, thank for listening. {9 Mar. '99}
I took holidays in february, four weeks, stayed home and did little. I've been staying at my mum's place until I get some idea of what I'm going to do, and get some money together. While I had my holidays she went to New Zealand for three weeks. I had the house to myself. Except for visiting Dad a couple of times and going shopping I didn't see anybody. Bliss, I thoroughly enjoyed it. If reincarnation is true then I think I must have been a hermit living in a cave up on some mountain somewhere. When I do get my own place, in the next month or two, nobody is invited. One thing I must make sure of when I get a house is that I can have a dog, very very important that!. {12 Mar '99}
Well, I've been doing something I didn't think I'd be doing, Chatting. I'd thought I'd give the chat lines a chance. It's more fun than i thought it would be. I'm not much of a talker at the best of times, but I found it wasn't so bad. Sometimes I just sit back and watch other talk, but some times I'll loosen up the fingers and join in. I've gotten into Lycos chat and WBS Chat. If you see me say hullo, my tag is Taklon *g*. {14 Mar '99}
On the improve, I seem to be coming out of the hole I've been in. Slowly to be sure but up none the less. I can tell you it is a real drag, bad enough feeling down at any time but depression is bad news. I did a questionaire once testing you for the level of depression you were at. I scored 29, 30 being classed at the start of severe depression. Made me depressed thinking out it. Funny thing is at the core I am basically an optimist, probably why I'm still around. Well, main thing is I can still have a chuckle at life. {17 Mar. '99}
My favorite joke;
If I don't know me, How can you? If I don't understand me, How can you? They say walk a mile in my shoes and you'll know me. I've walked all my life in mine and I still don't know me! {24 Mar '99}
Just listening to the song "Dweller on the Threshold", as I feel I am, but on the threshold of what. And if I knew would it help? I anger myself with my deadheadedness, I feel alone at times, wishing for company but when the opportunaty is there I let the moment slide by. I've just come back from a recall (I am on 24hr recall for work). The customer a young woman, attractive, and seemed well disposed to me. A glib talker could have ground with her, with who knows what possiblities. But my brain switches off, and I leave frustrated, disappointed with myself yet again. Not that I am sexually frustrated, sex has less of a hold on me as time goes on, but just... but just if I could put it into words.
When does a person become an adult? Is it when they reach a certain age, 18 or 21, the age they can vote? When they've first had sex, when they've got a job? When? I think it's when they have truly found out who they are, and I think it takes a lot longer than most would think. We spend most of our lives playing games of one sort or another. We are our own Holy Grail. Not an original thought, but one that is very true. {18 Feb. '99}
Hi, back again. I was going to add something here but went to make a cup of coffee first and forgot what it was, shit I hate that! {25 Feb. '99}
O.K. People of the Net, tell me, I have told you what I am but have I told you who I am? I think not, Big Scary Thing that. Maybe one day, maybe not. Maybe you can see between the creases, huh? {5 Mar. '99}
How I'm feeling tonight (and I quote Jethro Tull)
Now let me draw the jungle line -I'm not happy. {6 Mar. '99}
I won't cross yours if you don't cross mine.
Won't make trouble, I don't need no fuss
but I'm wounded, old and I'm Treacherous.
Yar, I'm not happy at all. I think I am slipping into a bit of a depression. No, I Know I am getting depressed again. Sunday (7 mar) I was real agitated, shit-livered, could no do anything for long. And now, two days later I'm breaking down every so often. I'm trying to see if I can switch my thinking off when it starts. I figure if I can stop thinking I'll have it easier getting though this pass, but it's uphill. When something goes wrong when your like this it really goes wrong. My cassette player in the truck broke. Now I haven't hit or thrown anything in a fair while, but today, well anyway couldn't fix it at all. Then I had to go to my sister's place, one of my nieces turn 16 today and I feeling as I was I wasn't going to go, when I get depressed I seem to get paranoid as well (you really don't want to know me now huh!), and I get to think bad about everybody, family included. Well I went anyway and glad I did I guess. She's a very pretty girl, lovely natured too. All the kids were there, I haven't seen them in more than a month or so. So I ended up feeling a bit better, but still very much outside it all, sometimes more like a fly on the wall. One good thing though, later when I got home I fixed the cassette player, least ways now I can listen to what I want to hear not what the radio dishes out. Whoa, I feel better for getting that out, thank for listening. {9 Mar. '99}
I took holidays in february, four weeks, stayed home and did little. I've been staying at my mum's place until I get some idea of what I'm going to do, and get some money together. While I had my holidays she went to New Zealand for three weeks. I had the house to myself. Except for visiting Dad a couple of times and going shopping I didn't see anybody. Bliss, I thoroughly enjoyed it. If reincarnation is true then I think I must have been a hermit living in a cave up on some mountain somewhere. When I do get my own place, in the next month or two, nobody is invited. One thing I must make sure of when I get a house is that I can have a dog, very very important that!. {12 Mar '99}
Well, I've been doing something I didn't think I'd be doing, Chatting. I'd thought I'd give the chat lines a chance. It's more fun than i thought it would be. I'm not much of a talker at the best of times, but I found it wasn't so bad. Sometimes I just sit back and watch other talk, but some times I'll loosen up the fingers and join in. I've gotten into Lycos chat and WBS Chat. If you see me say hullo, my tag is Taklon *g*. {14 Mar '99}
On the improve, I seem to be coming out of the hole I've been in. Slowly to be sure but up none the less. I can tell you it is a real drag, bad enough feeling down at any time but depression is bad news. I did a questionaire once testing you for the level of depression you were at. I scored 29, 30 being classed at the start of severe depression. Made me depressed thinking out it. Funny thing is at the core I am basically an optimist, probably why I'm still around. Well, main thing is I can still have a chuckle at life. {17 Mar. '99}
My favorite joke;
Man driving down road, gets a flat tyre.Sometimes I think I know how the lunatic feels. {17 Mar. '99}
Pulls up outside lunatic asylum, a lunatic stands at the fence watching him.
Man nervously changes tyre, get spare out of back of car,
takes hubcap off, takes wheelnuts off, puts nuts in hubcap.
Takes of flat tyre, puts on new wheel, trips on hubcap,
wheel nuts fall into long grass.
Man cries out 'What am I going to do?'
Lunatic says 'Take one wheelnut off each other wheel,
use them to fix the spare, that will get you to next town.'
Man says 'Thats brilliant, why are you in an asylum for?'
Lunatic says 'I'm here for being crazy, not stupid!'
If I don't know me, How can you? If I don't understand me, How can you? They say walk a mile in my shoes and you'll know me. I've walked all my life in mine and I still don't know me! {24 Mar '99}
Just listening to the song "Dweller on the Threshold", as I feel I am, but on the threshold of what. And if I knew would it help? I anger myself with my deadheadedness, I feel alone at times, wishing for company but when the opportunaty is there I let the moment slide by. I've just come back from a recall (I am on 24hr recall for work). The customer a young woman, attractive, and seemed well disposed to me. A glib talker could have ground with her, with who knows what possiblities. But my brain switches off, and I leave frustrated, disappointed with myself yet again. Not that I am sexually frustrated, sex has less of a hold on me as time goes on, but just... but just if I could put it into words.
Perhaps though it is just as well, I save making a fool of myself, and any other mistakes that may come of it. Maybe I will just place myself in the hands of the Fates and trust that when the time does come I will know. {27 Mar '99}
Thinking about Thought
This is a page I will be adding to from time to time. I haven't made up my mind what to do with this section just yet, I have ideas but they are still a bit vague. Call back occasionally and see what I've got up to. {early Jan '99}
I want to put my thoughts and ideas here, opinions and views of the world generally. Unfortunately when I try to coalesce them into words and structure them they drift away, becoming more and more nebulous. I have always had trouble expressing myself, the more important it is for me to say something the harder it is to speak, sometimes physically. I must say though I am finding much easier to write(type) what I need to. {Jan. '99}
It's a funny thing but to me the more important something is to say the harder it is to say. Sometimes in the past I have almost had a physical blockage in the throat stopping me from saying what I've needed to say, and then of course my mind goes a complete blank. The few times I have been able to say what I want I have been either drunk or doped up on headache tablets, neither method I recommend. I am hoping that doesn't happen here, or if it does my spelling isn't too muddled. {jan '99}
I guess if I am to talk philosophy I should start by telling you what my own is. I thought about it for a while and came to the conclusion that I don't really have one. By that I mean I don't have a rigid one. I feel that having a set idea of what should be is perhaps not a good idea. People need to flexible in their attitudes. You set your attitudes on what you experience and if something new comes along you should be able to incorporate that into your view. Which means of course that you could completely change your outlook without betraying yourself. So where does that leave me! Confused as usual. As an indication I very much like the Desiderata. I find a lot of truth there, for me anyway. {10 Feb. '99}
Actually, what really annoys me is when I think of something I want to write but by the time I get here I have forgotten what it was I had to say, and having lost the thread of my thoughts can't find my way back to where I was. I should just jot it down as I think of it but somehow it doesn't occur to me to do that at the time. Maybe I'm really just too frightened to say what I feel and this is just a way of avoiding it. If I am ever going to see a shrink I'd better be able to get over it. {12 Feb. '99}
Well, there you go... started in 1999
It's a funny thing but to me the more important something is to say the harder it is to say. Sometimes in the past I have almost had a physical blockage in the throat stopping me from saying what I've needed to say, and then of course my mind goes a complete blank. The few times I have been able to say what I want I have been either drunk or doped up on headache tablets, neither method I recommend. I am hoping that doesn't happen here, or if it does my spelling isn't too muddled. {jan '99}
I guess if I am to talk philosophy I should start by telling you what my own is. I thought about it for a while and came to the conclusion that I don't really have one. By that I mean I don't have a rigid one. I feel that having a set idea of what should be is perhaps not a good idea. People need to flexible in their attitudes. You set your attitudes on what you experience and if something new comes along you should be able to incorporate that into your view. Which means of course that you could completely change your outlook without betraying yourself. So where does that leave me! Confused as usual. As an indication I very much like the Desiderata. I find a lot of truth there, for me anyway. {10 Feb. '99}
Actually, what really annoys me is when I think of something I want to write but by the time I get here I have forgotten what it was I had to say, and having lost the thread of my thoughts can't find my way back to where I was. I should just jot it down as I think of it but somehow it doesn't occur to me to do that at the time. Maybe I'm really just too frightened to say what I feel and this is just a way of avoiding it. If I am ever going to see a shrink I'd better be able to get over it. {12 Feb. '99}
Well, there you go... started in 1999
Well, I think that writing a brief? resume of themselves is something that everybody should do. Believe me it is not easy. I don't mean a work resume but an honest history.
In my case I was born in the early hours of April 29 1961 at Dandenong Hospital, Dandenong, Melbourne, Australia. My parents are both Dutch, coming out to Australia a year or two before I showed up( at least I didn't have to help unpack). My early years are of vague but fond memories. School, first at Dandenong West Primary then Dandenong High School with the last two year at Dandenong College of TAFE (Technical And Further Education). All sounds very nice but I managed to fail one year (form 4( year 10)), and just passed the rest. Not stupidity you understand but just lack of application.
After nearly a year on the dole the Employment Agency found me a job with Telecom Australia (1980), now Telstra, where 18 years later I remain. Eighteen years (it's not so bad if you say it quick) first on the digging party, then a few months cable jointing then installing telephones. Fourteen years ago(1984) I moved to fault location, finding and fixing. Over the past year I have also work on phone installation. And that is my work history, dull huh.
Personality, probably a couple of you are thinking 'what personality'. Well, down there inside somewhere there is a personality, after all being a person there must be a personality. It may not be the sort of personality that would be immediately noticeable but we all have a character, an attitude or whatever you want to call it! Some of us may find it harder than others to express it, or themselves. Unfortunately if you are not out there in front making a scene of yourself there must be something wrong with you. Personally I find such people tedious and boring. I think that when you cut away the glam and noise you're not left with very much.
I did a personality analysis report recently, it was most interesting. It did seem to be quite accurate (well, the good bits were, anyway). Funnily enough it also matches my Zodiac sign (Taurus), cautious, conservative. I am not happy about change, preferring known pastures, I find being patient easier as I get older (although less so with people). I hold troubles within me until I explode ( causing more problems than if I had let it out earlier, something I have found out the hard way). I need time to understand new things and if rushed tend to panic, stress, etc etc. I make few (read very few) friends but those made are good friends, I also have difficulty in trusting people, I look for motives which perhaps are not there. I try and think things through, often to the point of confusing myself and the issues. I am slow in thought and action, often missing chances as a consequence.
I must be a very confused person, in some ways I crave attention but when I have it I don't know what to do with it. Perhaps that's not to unusual though. I find, now I'm older and more thought generated, I can deal with such things far better, a far cry from the 17 year old with a piece of broken glass wondering whether he should cut his wrists or not, I still get upset thinking about it though.
I have come a long way, up and down and feel stronger for it. Which just goes to show you even us boring people travel the roller-coaster. Even now I still suffer depression at times and, over the last year, still have been suicidal. I feel now that all things happen to test and to strengthen and to teach. I have no religion, although I do like the idea of Tibetan Buddhism, particularly their idea of reincarnation.
As for my love life well what can I say. First kiss when I was 22 years old, I was a slow starter. Sex at the same time, paid for it, which I found most disappointing. I met a woman soon after, that lasted about 3 months. Then I met the woman I lived with for 14 years, left her mid this year(1998). And that as they say is that. I'll say one thing though, I do not feel less a person(man) for not having started earlier or for not having scored more. I don't need a list to prove myself, indeed I do not need to prove myself at all.
So, what else can I say about myself. I am generally a dull, boring stay-at-home, and I love it. I don't need to runaround to enjoy myself, no skydiving or bunji-jumping for me. A good book, good music , tea and toast and I'm content. And just in case you think I'm a total write-off I'm typing this out with two fingers and a bottle of Lemon Ruski( lemon and vodka!!)
Right, physically speaking. I am 1.8m tall and weigh about 70kg, obviously slim build. Brown hair, cut shortish (normal haircut, dull and boring remember), blue eyes (yes glasses, but I bet you figured that already) still have my own teeth, and with average looks (I mean me not my teeth).
The beginnings
Hello, I suppose we should start at the beginning. My name is John and this, for what it's worth, is my Web Page. This page started out a lot differently. It was intended for my own use only, to make web 'surfing' easier.(I always think of it as swinging from tree to tree rather than surfing, with surfing you know you will end up back at shore, when I'm on the 'net I never know where I'll end up) After a while I wondered if it was worthwhile trying to make a page worthy of THE NET. I leave it up you to judge whether I've succeeded or not, and don't hesitate to let me know( I'll read the good stuff and chuck the rest). And please remember, these pages will always be under construction.
The above has been cut and pasted from my old web site, I'll be doing a lot of that. In fact to start with that's all I'll be doing. That site goes back to year 2000. I had given up on it in 2005ish. Might be I'll start it up again here.
The above has been cut and pasted from my old web site, I'll be doing a lot of that. In fact to start with that's all I'll be doing. That site goes back to year 2000. I had given up on it in 2005ish. Might be I'll start it up again here.
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