Welcome to April, my birthday month

Starting this month on a fairly even keel, a good start bodes well. This month I will start looking for a place of my own, well, renting anyway. [Apr 02 '99}

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Well, I am half way through the month and don't have much to say, which is a good sign really. Not having much to say means things must be going pretty well. I haven't looked for a place of my own yet but I might see if I can get enough of a loan to buy a house. I won't be able to get much but at least it will be mine to do what I want to. [Apr 16 '99]

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It doesn't look like I'm keeping up with my therapy very well. I should be adding to this more often, but then if I don't feel I need to then why bother (another cop out if ever I heard one!!). In truth I have been a bit up and down lately. I am going through a changes, decisions are being made. I am going to go for loan to buy a house, which is a big thing to do. I just hope I can get enough to be able to afford a decent house, although I won't knock anything back. [Apr 18 '99]

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My birthday today, (all gifts gratefully recieved). I feel no older, and no wiser. [Apr 29 '99]